zeldathemes
Just an optimist
with experience
This is basically just an online trash can for the things I have to get out of my head and heart. It's nothing compared to writing on pen and paper, really. But I figured this is a good alternative for now.
Oh and my name's Jona, btw.
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And we have so many plans for the both of us. This time, I’m not daydreaming, this time everything’s real.

  #♥  

Pangarap kong mapatunayan din sa lahat na hindi nakabase sa unibesidad mong pinanggalingan ang pag-asenso sa buhay.

Din, yes. Since hindi naman ako yung unang makakagawa nun, if ever, So I guess this is more of a “pangarap kong mapatunayan na kaya ko din” in a way.

  #kolehiyana  

Divisoria date? Hahaha. Laters. ;)

  #♥  

Ah so akala mo ikaw nagpauso nun?

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  #kadaldalan    #sorry not sorry  

pinakamaswertengnagayuma:

Mga paboritong merienda ng mga Pilipino. Marami pang dapat idagdag d’yan. Hihi. Sana hindi ko kayo masyadong nagutom. :D

  #aaaah yas    #philippines    #reblog  

Akalain mong isang taon nalang, ga-graduate na rin ako. Shet parang ang bigat nun ah. Feeling ko ang bata bata ko pa. Feeling ko sobrang dami ko pang kailangang matutunan. Tbh feeling ko kulang yung natutunan ko, ganun. Ang bilis lang, nakakaloko. Totoo ba to?

  #kolehiyana  

YAAAAASS

The most tiring, stressful, pressuring, but awesome semester (yet) has finally come to an end. We’ve been through a lot, and learned so much as well.

Ang sarap lang sa feeling, kahit na hindi pa namin nakikita yung grades namin. Di na ko sobrang umaasa na makapasok ulit sa Dean’s Lister kasi nahirapan talaga ko sa Cisco, pero to think na na-survive ko lahat to eh enough na yun sakin.

Actually, gusto ko sana mag-summer job pero mukhang alanganin pa sa ngayon. Kaya ang pinaplano ko palang is to watch as many movies and TV series, read as many novels, and blog as often, and sleep as long as possible.

LIKE SRSLY ANG SARAP SA FEELING NA WALA KA NANG KAILANGANG GAWIN. Haaaa, thank you, Lord! :’)

  #kolehiyana    #aaah summer  

↖ Walang future sa Cisco.

  #Kolehiyana    #srsly tho    #haaaha goodbye cisco 3    #kaso may cisco 4 pa pala T_T  

Kapit pa, Jons.

Four systems done in a week na kinabukasan na agad ang pasahan slash defense. Last day na supposed to be kanina. Kaso dahil magaling ang mga professors namin, extended kami hanggang Wednesday. One more documentation, one more case study, and one more video to make, matatapos na rin ang semester na ‘to… *sigh

  #kolehiyana    #sasama ba sa cavite bukas o hindi    #baka kasi di ako makagawa dun eh :(    #may sakit pa si papaya    #hay  
THESIS A SURVIVORS.
Yeah well apparently, di parin ako nakaka-move on sa pagiging maganda ng defense namin. I have been bitching about my thesis since day 1 dahil sa sama ng loob ko about how we would self-study so hard just to finish an Android Application (game for us, specifically) in less than two months.
Punong puno na nga tong blog ko ng mga tungkol dun. Weekly overnight kasi talaga yung kinailangan naming gawin, with occassional na weekend overnight pa. Buong sem, dito na sila tumira sa bahay namin para lang maipasa namin yung thesis.
Pero dahil sa perseverance at sa galing ni Lord, naging sobrang maganda nung defense namin. Not only did we pass, but we actually got a high grade for it. Can’t say the exact number, pero ang sneak peak for us is yung maiksing revision list, smooth and comfy but professional na defense, and nasilip nung isa kong ka-grupo na 97 (or 98, can’t remember) kami dun sa prof namin na nanggigisa nang sobra kapag panelist sya.
Honestly, ang dami ko lang talagang feels para dito sa paglipas ng thesis defense kasi yung hardship na binuhos namin for it was exaggerated kasi feeling namin alanganin talaga kami.
Dagdag mo pa yung suporta nung family ko sa nakaraang two months, makagawa lang kami nang maayos. Taas kaya ng bill ng kuryente saka tubig namin. Biruin mo naman kasi, 6 silang bisita ko every Thursday afternoon to Friday morning tas occasional na Saturday afternoon to Sunday morning pa. Bale 6 na laptops at isang PC ang magdamag na nakabukas everytime. Sama mo pa pala yung internet.
Well of course, di mawawala yung suporta din ni manliligaw. Jusko, consistent sa overnight din. Win-win situation naman eh, insta-duty, may internet sya, may taga-turo ako sa designs and shit. =))
Tapos yung dalawa kong ka-grupo. I’m really happy kasi kami ni Boss Fred (left), high school palang classmate ko na yan. Tapos nung freshmen kami naging partners kami and it worked out kasi nagkakasundo kami sa paggawa so nag-usap na kami na di kami mag-iiwanan hanggang thesis. And here we are! Yung isa naman, independent na dayo. Taga-QC pa kasi yang si Levie (right, malamang) kaya wala syang former classmate samin, which I think nakatulong din kasi he had the chance to choose kung sang barkada sya didikit, and yay lang kasi samin sya sumama. Jejeness.
Hay ewan ko. Worth it talaga lahat ng pagod. Right now, hindi na ko sobrang kinakabahan sa mga mangyayari for the next two semesters na natitira until we graduate. Kasi halos naging training na rin namin to sa pag-manage eh.
I still have three more systems and three more final exams to pass hanggang Friday pero alam ko na kering keri ko na yun lahat (sana) dahil sa nalagpasan namin to.
PS: I honestly can’t wait to actually learn how to program using java sa paggawa ng Android Apps, and eventually makapag-open kami ng account as developer sa Google Play para ma-upload yung game namin. :3
HART HART ALL THE WAY!

THESIS A SURVIVORS.

Yeah well apparently, di parin ako nakaka-move on sa pagiging maganda ng defense namin. I have been bitching about my thesis since day 1 dahil sa sama ng loob ko about how we would self-study so hard just to finish an Android Application (game for us, specifically) in less than two months.

Punong puno na nga tong blog ko ng mga tungkol dun. Weekly overnight kasi talaga yung kinailangan naming gawin, with occassional na weekend overnight pa. Buong sem, dito na sila tumira sa bahay namin para lang maipasa namin yung thesis.

Pero dahil sa perseverance at sa galing ni Lord, naging sobrang maganda nung defense namin. Not only did we pass, but we actually got a high grade for it. Can’t say the exact number, pero ang sneak peak for us is yung maiksing revision list, smooth and comfy but professional na defense, and nasilip nung isa kong ka-grupo na 97 (or 98, can’t remember) kami dun sa prof namin na nanggigisa nang sobra kapag panelist sya.

Honestly, ang dami ko lang talagang feels para dito sa paglipas ng thesis defense kasi yung hardship na binuhos namin for it was exaggerated kasi feeling namin alanganin talaga kami.

Dagdag mo pa yung suporta nung family ko sa nakaraang two months, makagawa lang kami nang maayos. Taas kaya ng bill ng kuryente saka tubig namin. Biruin mo naman kasi, 6 silang bisita ko every Thursday afternoon to Friday morning tas occasional na Saturday afternoon to Sunday morning pa. Bale 6 na laptops at isang PC ang magdamag na nakabukas everytime. Sama mo pa pala yung internet.

Well of course, di mawawala yung suporta din ni manliligaw. Jusko, consistent sa overnight din. Win-win situation naman eh, insta-duty, may internet sya, may taga-turo ako sa designs and shit. =))

Tapos yung dalawa kong ka-grupo. I’m really happy kasi kami ni Boss Fred (left), high school palang classmate ko na yan. Tapos nung freshmen kami naging partners kami and it worked out kasi nagkakasundo kami sa paggawa so nag-usap na kami na di kami mag-iiwanan hanggang thesis. And here we are! Yung isa naman, independent na dayo. Taga-QC pa kasi yang si Levie (right, malamang) kaya wala syang former classmate samin, which I think nakatulong din kasi he had the chance to choose kung sang barkada sya didikit, and yay lang kasi samin sya sumama. Jejeness.

Hay ewan ko. Worth it talaga lahat ng pagod. Right now, hindi na ko sobrang kinakabahan sa mga mangyayari for the next two semesters na natitira until we graduate. Kasi halos naging training na rin namin to sa pag-manage eh.

I still have three more systems and three more final exams to pass hanggang Friday pero alam ko na kering keri ko na yun lahat (sana) dahil sa nalagpasan namin to.

PS: I honestly can’t wait to actually learn how to program using java sa paggawa ng Android Apps, and eventually makapag-open kami ng account as developer sa Google Play para ma-upload yung game namin. :3

HART HART ALL THE WAY!

  #kolehiyana    #mushroom world    #ang laking percentage ng fears ko para sa pagiging senior eh na-wipe away pagkatapos ng defense namin seryoso    #may video pa talaga kong ginagawa eh hahaha    #one week to go  

Defense na mamaya.

Ready na ba ko? Ready na ba kami?

We’ve been working on our system for a whole straight month now, and still, hindi parin ako confident na magiging okay ang lahat mamaya. I have experienced many system defenses in the past, and this is the first time I felt this way.

Ang helpless lang kasi. Iba naman kasi kapag thesis na. Di tulad nung mga nagdaan, alam ko sa sarili ko na kaya kong ipasa yun together with my groupmates.

Dahil ba sa di ako yung lead programmer this time? Probably. I don’t know the workaround of our system completely because I’ve been too focused on being the “design team” of the group. And this is the first time.

TBH I still have a lot of grudges about this subject, especially towards our thesis adviser and every other professor in our faculty who is involved. This was not the thesis I have been preparing for the last three years, and yet I don’t get to say any word against it, because I’m nothing but a regular student who have to pay the panelists- which are people who claim they will make and help us to develop a better system, but I see it as people who get to decide your academic status for the next year. Hopefully nga, next year lang eh at hindi next years.

I’m so worried about today. Especially because I haven’t finished the video for the storyline. I’m really thankful that Papaya is willing to help me, but I also feel helpless and useless towards it, After Effects kasi yung gamit nya.

That’s why I woke up early. 1PM pa yung defense namin but we have to prepare everything- including the video, the presentation, ourselves, and the things we have to say- before then. Which I hope we can do properly.

Hay. Lord, kayo na po ang bahala samin.

  #kolehiyana    #mushroom world    #lakas ng heartbeat po :(    #thank you baby  

4-day streak na overnight for defense on Tuesday.

May magawa sana kaming madami. Pumasa sana kami.

Kaurat lang kasi nalaman naming Game Salad at hindi Eclipse yung ginagamit na panggawa ng Android app thesis nung kabilang section when pinagbawal samin yun. :(

Haaaay, Lord. Kayo na po ang bahala samin.

  #Kolehiyana    #mushroom world  

I hate it how people say “ano naman kung may cancer si Jam [of Jamich]”

Like bitch, tao din yun eh. Wala naman akong paki kung nayayabangan ka sa kanya o kung di mo trip yung videos nila ni Mitch o kung feeling mo ang gay ng channel nila or any other reason.

Personally, hindi nila ko fan. Di rin naman ako natutuwa sa mga videos nila, pero I still hope na gumaling na sya soon kasi kahit naman sinong magkasakit, madaming tao ang nagsa-suffer dun, lalo na yung patient mismo.

Ka-urat lang, makapag-“ano naman” kala mo ang cool cool na.

  #jam sebastian    #jamich    #not a fan not a hater but i hope you get well soon okay  
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AMEN. 😬

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AMEN. 😬

  #:(  

Ang alam ko lang, gusto ko na maging okay kami. :(

  #i'd prolly forget this someday so i'll tag it    #this was the time when i fell asleep when he was waiting for me to text him    #overnight kasi dapat    #di na natuloy :(